Tears for Tonight

Friday, January 30, 2004 im feeling a bit bitter still after everything. i have tried to drive you outta my head and quite ambitious to finally discard you in my life's storybook but i can't. how can i when i could associate you with almost everything that would strike my daily struggles at work, at home, in the television, etc.? it was very easy for you to say GOODBYE i did not have the time to bid back. but why do i feel this way? it's crazy. sigh. nice girls get hurt. i was hurt. i am still. but you don't care right? anyhow, i think i deserve this..because i allowed you to hurt me...and it will be too late to take it back. i'll just drown myself to tears tonight. i feel so sorry for myself. so sorry. sob.