Quarter-Life Crisis Creeps On

Whatever you are, you make me feel really anxious! I am on my way to something but I am not certain towards what. I feel so lost -- career, relationship, finances, happiness, self-worth. Most people would tell me to do the things I am happy doing. But how could I when I am not really sure what makes me happy? Or if the things that made me happy then would make me happy 2 or 3 years from now? I'm very much afraid of the future. I have been feeling this way a few weeks back, and it's taking much longer to leave. No matter how much I try not to dwell in it, no matter how much I believe I am over it, it's just somewhere inside me -- buried but apparently always ready to resurface. I have been praying a lot lately. My asking for assistance may have put me to sleep soundly for most nights but when I wake up struggling with myself whether to go to work or not, this culprit makes me groping for strength to face the day. And it is becoming a habit, a scary habit. I fear the future. I fear my life now. If it's bad to wish that I sleep tonight and never again wake up after so-so hours, I'm sorry. But I guess I just did. God, please bless me.